Haiku #2- Mary Joseph Christ Mas

Today is the day

that I should never forget

because he was born.

ggpwn3d #8- Who I Am

My mental, physical & emotional state has been dwindling to the edge of its peak this past month.
I think I am at the brink of falling off, rolling down & forever ending up in the pitfall of my self destruction.
For the first time in my life, I feel like I have no control over my whole self.
I cry, inside-out.

God showed me how to be...  just to be, simple as that.
But I feel like I have been getting pushed closer & closer to the tip, unwillingly.
Now, my self (자신) looks like a cracked mirror, and I look ugly.

Forgiven so that I can forgive.
My self and those around me.


Anthem of My Self-

Here I am humbled by your Majesty
Covered by your grace so free
Here I am, knowing I'm a sinful man
Covered by the blood of the Lamb

Now I've found the greatest love of all is mine
Since you laid down your life
The greatest sacrifice

Majesty, Majesty
Your grace has found me just as I am
Empty handed, but alive in your hands
Majesty, Majesty
Forever I am changed by your love
In the presence of your Majesty

Here I am humbled by the love that you give
Forgiven so that I can forgive
Here I stand, knowing that I'm your desire
Sanctified by glory and fire

Now I've found the greatest love of all is mine
Since you laid down your life
The greatest sacrifice

ggpwn3d #7- Then, Now & Forevermore

I looked at me-self in the mirror tonight and said:

 What is going on?

                                Gruesome monster                                                                               

                                   of a cold sore on ze mouth,                                                                     

                                             colorfully-bruised arms

                                                   from failed true blood tests,

 creepily

growing

 eczema

below 

neck,

and oh-                                           

 refilled bottles of curing pills for

GERD & ulcer; best of friends .

But He said to me:                                                             

Estefania Belen Cho

Do my words mean nothing

to you?

Have I not expressed enough of my love

to you?

When will you see that I always know what is best

for you?

Did you not confess that I am the strength of your heart & your portion

forever?

My beautiful, precious gem -

I AM WHO I AM .

Haiku #1- Cold Soaring

Body keeps breaking;



from whom does my help come from-

help make me trust in You.